WHY??? (Audio version coming soon)

Why you make me so sad?

Why you treat me so bad?

Why you can’t hold me tight?

Why you can’t love me right?

Lately all we do is fuss and fight. And I can’t sleep I just lay wake all night.

Sometimes I love you.

Sometime I hate you.

Sometimes I need you.

And sometimes I can’t stand to be near you.

Sometimes when you’re not around I just sit here and cry, and i wonder why? Because you don’t cry for me…

I gotta know, I just wanna know….. I just gotta know.

Why you make me so sad?

Why you treat me so bad?

Why you can’t hold me tight?

Why you can’t love me right?

I gotta know, I just wanna know..

Yesterday, I thought everything was ok.

We went out for breakfast that morning and made love before the end of the day.

You said you loved me. You even kissed and held me.

And then today you behave as if yesterday never happened.

You came home at 3 am and gave me a sad ass excuse and a dry ass apology.

You don’t see me,

You don’t see the pain you cause.

Or maybe you do and you just don’t care anymore.

Maybe you just don’t love me anymore…

I admit I am not without flaws or fault…

But neither are you.

Yet my love stayed true.

What have I done to deserve this pain?

Why do you act like you’re to good to explain?

I gotta know, I just wanna know…

Why you make me so sad?

Why you treat me so bad?

Why you can’t hold me tight?

Why you can’t love me right?

Each passing day, I try to maintain.

I don’t wanna leave I try to remain.

Don’t I feed you real good?

Don’t I treat you real good?

Don’t I fuck you you real good?

Then why hasn’t your love for me matured?

All that we have endured…

I thought our love would have withstood.

Instead I’m here asking you…

Why you make me so sad?

Why you treat me so bad?

Why you can’t hold me tight?

Why you can’t love me right?

I gotta know, I justy wanna know.

Why? Why? Why?

Do I cry and cry and cry?

You got me feeling like my heart is gonna burst and then I will fall down and die?

But then you creep into my bed late ate night

And we make love…

And for a short time everything is once again alright.

You kiss slowly down my neck and spine.

You spread my legs wide and we enjoy doing the 69.

Our bodies Intertwined.

Our juices combine.

And for that moment everything is just fine.

You leave my body feeling so divine

But then Tomorrow comes

And then morning comes and we grow distant again and I find myself asking you…

Why you make me so sad?

Why you trerat me so bad?

Why yoiu can’t hold me tight?

Why you can’t love me right?

I gotta know, I just wanna know.

Why everyday we fuss and fight?

Why everyday we just can’t get it right?

Why? Why? Why?

Why can’t you just love me right?

And why can’t I just let go?

Why can’t I just tell you no?

Why do I love you so?

Why can’t I make you all mine?

I gotta know. I just wanna know.

Am I wasting my time???

YUMMY! 💦

YUMMY

I can’t stop…

I won’t stop…

And when you are with me…

It don’t stop…

I can’t stop sucking you.

I can’t stop fucking you…

That’s the kind of vibe I keep when you are around…

All I want to do is go way down…

round and round my tongue goes, slipping and sliding.

slipping and gripping my lips do their dance around that crown.

I nibble on that tip…

The feel of your cum like lotion on my bottom lip.

And then I take a sip…

Oh you taste like warm mint tea with a hint of honey..

This morning, I was hating you…

But tonight, I’m loving you.

Damn you taste so yummy and I’m still hungry.

The One On My Mind…

The One on My Mind

I want to bring your dick peace…

When you need my lips, either one of them.

They are right here waiting on you.

Had a hard day?

Well baby my lips are here to drain all your stress away.

I’ve started the shower for you…

Get inside and then let the warm water run down your body as I kneel down and let my lips take their time with your hard thick meaty dick.

I gently grab a hold and slowly wrap my lips around the hood of your dick.

And then I let my throat inhale all of your dick.

I suck your hardness up and down until you almost lose your balance.

You grab a hold of the shower head with one hand almost breaking it while your other hand is gripping my wet hair tightly…

Your groans let me know that my lips and tongue knew the assignment.

My tongue licks around the head and then wiggles around inside the hole as I suck with a little more force trying to force out your cum…

You begin to tremble and moan and groan loudly.

Your grip on my hair gets painful ass you push my head down roughly forcing me to swallow all of you until your dick is bulging in my throat.

I almost vomit but I suck and swallow until I regain control…

Suddenly I feel liquid heat rushing down my throat!

You let go of your grip on my hair and you quickly pull me off of my knees and push me into the shower…

My face is pressed hard against the wall as you spread open my pussy lips from behind and then penetrate me roughly.

You are still slightly hard, but I feel your dick quickly growing and regaining its power!

One of your hands tightly around my neck and your other hand gripping one of my ass checks slightly spreading my ass, as you push deep inside my pussy…

Your hips moving in rhythms with the bounce of my ass…

You have your head slight leaning to the left as you fuck me.

You seem to enjoy the scenery as well as the feel of my hot tight pussy.

My pussy is cumming all over your dick.

I’m looking back at you.

I can feel your dick pulsating inside of me!

Suddenly your eyes roll back, and you throw your head back and then throw your hips harder against my ass, forcing your dick deeper inside my wetness…

And then again.

I feel your cum oozing inside…

My pussy is drinking every drop

You were on my mind all day and I wanted to show you…

You Don’t See Me

You Don’t See Me

I miss my friend…

I miss your sincere touch.

The way you use to gently touch me when I meant something to you.

Now you try to touch me even though you know I mean nothing to you.

In the past, thinking about you became the main priority in my life.

And loving you became a major cavity on my heart. The longer I continued loving you the more the pain ate away at my heart.

One minute you’re into me and then the next minute you’re iggin me.

Yet you be wanting me to invite you between my thighs, while you look into my eyes telling me lies.

Your fake emotions and your artificial words were meant to make me feel temporarily special, until you had a chance to convince me to let you inside of my pussy.

Tell me something….

How do I not matter? How do we not matter?

How can you kiss me so passionately and whisper sweet things to me, yet still not see me?

We used to have so much to say to each other. Now whenever we are infront of each other, we run out of words. And then silence and long stares between each other keeps us company.

And then every time I let you in, you break my heart all over again.

And then I hit the long lonely roads and just drive until my problems temporaily fade out of my rearview mirror.

Why do I waste my love on you, when I know my love alone will never be enough to bring your heart close to me.

Or to make you see me.

Hell I can’t even cry anymore, I can’t shed one damn tear.

My tears are in a drought just like my pussy.

I want to hate you. But whenever you are near me, My heart and pussy aches for you.

My whole heart use to revolved around loving only you and never letting anyone else get close to me.

What a waste of time.

There were so many times, when I could have had real love. But I was always waiting on you to finally love me. To finally see me.

It hurts to admit that I was just a physical tool that you used from time to time to pass time.

I knew deep down that you would never ever love me or truly see me.

People make time for the people they truly want. Yet you always made me feel like I was never good enough for you.

I want to hate you, but I can’t make myself stop loving you.

This feeling hurts so bad. But when you are inside of me it feels so good.

Fucking you was always a temporary fix…

My drug of choice has always been you.

But now it’s time for me to break free of my addiction.

We’ve gone too far to try and be friends again and I know I can never be your lover again.

Too much has happened between us and too many mind games have been played.

Although I constantly thought about you. I knew that I never crossed your mind unless you were in town.

I wish I had the nerve to tell you face to face how I feel but, instead I took the cowards way out as I sit here writing in my journal knowing your eyes will never see these words or that you will never know my pain.

And in the end I know that I can only truly blame myself for my pain because I kept repeating the same mistakes with you, for you.

Trying to win over a heart that would never be mines…

But to my defense…

You started this ride that we went on together, you sought me out!

Yet somehow I ended up walking down a dead end road all alone waiting in vain for your love.

Now I finally accept loves fate for us…

Because I now know what should have been so obvious to me…

That you will never ever see me, you will never see us.

💦How You Used To

I miss you, and I still love you. I often wonder where you are. And it hurts my heart when I think of the way we parted and how our love tragedy first started. 

I have been trying to keep your memory alive in my heart and mind. 

 I feel like even before we met, our love was already Predefined. 

 I cannot help but wonder who is loving you now? 

Often when I need you close to me, I look up at the sky, hoping that we are sharing that beautiful moon at that same beautiful moment…  

Our loyalty to one another was our relationship’s best component. 

Your touch still lingers on my lips, on my body, In my soul. 

Your words got stuck inside of my head that very first night that we conversed. And I knew right away, without doubt or delay, that only with you…  

My heart would always be safe and secure. 

I wish you were here. 

I wish you were touching me like you used to. 

Stroking my face, and smiling down upon me, as I stood on my tippy toes, trying kiss your sweet lips. 

My body trembling from your gentle hand grip. 

The way you would kiss me on the tip of my nose and then nibble on my ears. 

And then you would turn me around and kiss the nape of my neck and then whisper “I Love you.” 

Erasing all doubt and all fears. 

Your hot breath on the back of my neck, bringing warm moisture between legs. 

Now you are gone, and I am left with nothing but my hot tears. 

And at night as I lay in my bed.  

Thoughts of you soar through my head. 

And then my hands travel deep down below, and my hot juices begin to flow. 

I start biting my bottom lip as my fingers pry out my clit.  

And then I close my eyes and I let my body submit. 

My temperature starts to increase 

My cum starts to release… 

My lust for you grows deeper. My pussy’s desire for you grows more eager.  

My Ecstasy is at its peak. Oh yes.  

And then I cum hard until my legs go weak.  

My juices are completely drained… 

I can barely speak, and my body starts to relax once again.  

And then I lay back and watch the moon once more. 

This may sound insane, but I only truly feel alive when I feel that pain. 

That pain of wanting your body next to me once again. 

I can’t pretend…

I miss how you used to.

Morning Alarm 💦

It was 5am in the morning…

He still lay’s asleep, yet I still couldn’t sleep. 🙄

I was still horny as I laid on my side of the bed rubbing on my clit…

Thoughts of last night still fresh in my mind.

Hours of fucking, kissing, pleasing each other.

I knew he had to get up soon for work, so I decided to wake him up 30 minutes early…

I quietly reached in my night snacks drawer and pulled out my favorite pop rocks candy…

Then reached in the mini fridge that we keep by our bed and grabbed a sprite.

I then grabbed the flavored lubrication and got under the covers then started rubbing and stroking the flavored lubricant all over your penis and balls…

Your manhood starts rising…

I could hear your manly moans getting louder as I stroked you the way you like it…

Then I poured the pop rocks all over your penis the lubrication making them stick onto your thick hard candy…

I took a couple of gulps of sprite and then quickly
Penetrated my lips with your rawness sucking your swollen dick intensely 👄👅💦

The sprite and pop rocks together offered upon your dick a sizzling sensation like no other…

Cum oozing between my lips as I drank it,
like I drink my warm sweet morning coffe.

And then the alarm went off…

PEACE OF MIND VS. LOVE💘

When you’ve loved so hard and loved so much that you don’t have it in you anymore…

You still have that desired to love and be loved but you know longer have that need.

You’ve been so content with being alone that you’ve actually discovered (Yourself again!)

Your happy again!

But now you’re looking for a companion

And now you’re experiencing a different fear… You use to fear being hurt, now you fear having you’re peace destroyed or disrupted.

What if the person you met, is crazy, or drama, or constantly negative, or abusive?

You no longer worry about whether the person you’re with cheats or not, becomes you’re in a powerful place…

You are no longer afraid to be alone!

So breaking up with someone is not an issue.

ITS YOUR PEACE OF MIND THAT YOU NOW FEAR LOSING!

No one can ever gain full control over you heart again if you’re not afraid to lose them.

A person that is not afraid to be alone is a powerful person. And a threat to anyone that has ill intent towards you…

LOVE…

Is it really a necessity for relationships?

Or is it just something that complicates relationships?

People become weak when they fear being alone, because when you fear being alone, you are willing to tolerate almost anything from the person you’re with, just to keep them happy…

Even if it causes you to be unhappy….

Most often in relationships , even when two people are in love… There is always one person in that relationship that loves harder than the other…

So how do with get control of our mind and heart back?

With time and pain…

When you’ve been through enough pain and when you’ve gotten to the point in life when you don’t care if the person you’re with stays or goes…

Then youve arricved to your peace of mind…

All you want is a companion and to be treated with respect. Sex, romance, conversation and fun is the only thing you desire…

Loyalty, faithfulness, trust would be nice as well but if your mate betrays you by causing any of those three to come into question….

You’re quick to dismiss their ass.

Why?

Because you’re content with being alone. And having that peace of mind is stronger drug than that old love drug.

💘💘💘💘

Watching You, Watching Me

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Watching You, Watching Me…

Breath…

My Fingers softly twisting and squeezing my hard nipples…

My pussy dripping wet, As the warm shower pours down my body.

Now my hands are sliding down and around my tiny waist.

Touching, and teasing…

Their sliding towards the direction of my warm wet pussy…

My legs begin to open wide,

My fingers begin to thrust deep inside.

I turn to look deep into your eyes….

Now I’m watching you, watching me .

Your dick begining to rise quickly.

I begin to imagine you kissing all over me

Imagining the head of your dick rubbing against my clit as it pushes through my tight pussy !

My cum splashing all over you!

My fingers going in and out of me so intensely.

As I pretend it’s you stroking deep inside.

Oh I love watching you, watching me…

And I can tell that you’re enticed by what you see.

Oh baby you look so hungry, don’t try to fight it

Behave just a little bit longer, and

I might just let you come suck it and bite it..

My fingers spreading cum juice all around my clit

Damn you’re so fine, and thats why I keep you on my mind…

While allowing my fingers to slow wind.

Slow winding and rubbing against my soft clit as my body unwinds

Causing my pussy to gush as the warm shower drips down my spine.

Oh this feeling is so devine! Oh Yes!

Now I have one hand playing with my nipples, while the other hand is fucking me real good!

I know you wish you could…

Touch me….

I know you want me,

Because that look in your eyes is a look of nasty desire…

And I like it…

Watching you watching me

Oh baby, my body’s hot! she’s on fire!

Damn daddy I cant take it anymore!

Your dick is the key, so come open this pussy.

Then come and fuck me.

You quickly walk over and grip my hips…

You push your hips against mines and then your body begins to do a little dip.

As you stroke your dick inside.

My body jerks then trembles…

You whisper, ” Damn baby that was only just the tip”…

I lick my lips, as I prepare for you to take this pussy on a round trip.

We’re going out to sea..

You’re taking me for a long ride on your big ship.

Mirrors all around us as our bodies enjoying pure ectasy

Enjoying the beautiful scenery

Of me watching you, watching me…

Breath…

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